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FUN AT WORK? IMPOSSIBLE. [Nov. 29th, 2009|10:47 am]
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[Current Location |quizno's]
[Current Music |Interpol - PDA]

Bitch ass boss is gone for the day/week- she'sjust given the best present /evil.

she left the PC on and I am ONE HAPPY CAMPER 8D

now. to do the inventory x.x;
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Fangirl Digest [Nov. 28th, 2009|12:25 am]
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[Current Music |UNCHAIN - Gravity]

Anime: Saiunkoku Monogatari:

...I know I've seen this series already, and I know I fangirled the end badly already- but- SUBS. FINALLY SUBS AND I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK'S GOING ON AND SHUUEI. SHUUEI. /sobs

and Ryuuki. RYUUKI. GO GET YOUR GENERAL BACK. OHGOD, YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING CUTE. I DIE. I FUCKING DIE.

/fangirls all over again. they are so cute ;_; so fucking painfully cute ;-;

also- Ensei is so fine. he so fine he blow my mind hey~ /shot. that was uncalled for. My bad.

...AND THEN THE PANDA'S. THE PANDA'S LOVE RYUUKI. WRY SO CUTE MY KING?

I would WORSHIP Ryuuki. ohgod. I'd be there with them all, loving him so hard, adoring him as my king... OU-SAMA /has issues.

kdjjkghfdj guh. Just- GUH.

Manga:

KHR 268:

…EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

XANXUS. XANSUS. HOLY SHIT I’M FANGIRLING XANXUS.

/disturbed and terrified.

But OHMYGOD. UNDER THE FLAG OF VONGOLE ALL IS ONE. LKDKHFJDFH /GLEE.

TSUNA. I FEEL YOUR CONFUSION BABE. BUT BIG BROTHER XANXUS HAS YOUR BACK IN A RETARDED WAY.

….WHY the fuck is this giving me Itachi vibes that are again- freaking me out. Xanxus…. Is only being mildly disturbing.. I think age has mellowed him out hehehehe…. /nervously.

*spits and hisses at Kikyou* YOUR PRETTY FACE DOES NOT DECIEVE ME YOU EVIL THING. *feels like Uri* jksdkjdkl I don’t know why he just rubs me the wrong way ><

Also… Did Amano watch Jurassic Park recently or what?

and THIS: “Lambo may be a stupid, annoying brat but he inherited a ring and is a rightful Vongole Guardian” LOL. nothing against you Lamby, but you ARE awful annoying ;-; and Reborn… <3

Also: RYOHEI!!!! *is torn between wanting to hug him and cheering him on* kkdsjkj ohman. This is the best series EVER. And Lambo wanting to see Maman ;-; OH BABE. SOON. Soon Tsuna will save the world and you can go home baby ;-;

Ouran 76:

…Haruhi is a brilliant girl. She’s sweet and smart and KIND and I think this is my favorite female protagonist ever. Tamaki… is an idiot and retarded but such a sweetheart and so so naive and full of hope… he makes my teeth hurt /headdesk.

Nurarihyon no Mago 84:

…this series has TOO MANY FUCKING CHARACTERS.I can keep track of them by sight, but not by name. And Rikuo’s night form s’been out too long x.x I miss human!Rikuo ;-;

Naruto 473:

@ end: …I’m with you Naru-baby. I totally feel your expression in that last page. Wtf. I dunno what’s wrong with Kishi, but I have this sinking feeling that this manga’s just gonna go downhill from here =/

*is waiting for Istne to write a Naruto meets Kishi fic* I cant even IMAGINE what Naruto’s reaction to meeting Kishi would be XD after all that crap? He might sucker-punch him like he did Minato XD

…they deserved it >.>;

Music:

I've been listening to a lot of English music recently [thanks to those lovely lovely KHR FST's on [info]hitman_reborn] which have in turn rekindled my flame for rock. Hopefully I can find at least five more songs in two weeks. maybe its time to listen to KROQ.
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Manga: Naruto 472/KHR 267/Oofuri 23a [Nov. 19th, 2009|01:38 pm]
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[Current Music |G-Dragon - A boy]

KHR 267:

I forgot to post last weeks fan girl post, but Hayato.. HAYATOOO. /fangirls him. Amano’s mean ;_; she never lets Gokudera win ;_;

OH. THIS CHAPTER. HAYATO. I DON’T CARE YOU ARE MADE OF WIN, YOU ARE THE MOST ADORABLE MAN EVER FOR TRYING DO HARD FOR TSUNA. OHMAN. TSUNA. YOU SO TOTALLY DESERVE EACH OTHER.

/emotional.

My OTP TT_TT its beautiful.

Also… Am I the only one worried about Xanxus’ liger meeting Nuts and terrorizing him? Because that is one SCARY motherfucker and XANXUS. I have never before fangirled Xanxus but.. Ohman, I’m so freakin happy to see him. I smell Squalo hunting.

And Bell holding Hayato…. Is strange and my mind does not compute ;_; Levi. Is holding. Lal.

…Coronello is rolling in his grave. I’m sure of it.

Naruto 472:

…*wide eyed excitement*

…This fight was actually pretty fucking sweet o.o; and SAMEHADA. Hdfjfhsdfjkh he likes Bee XD oh this is fucking awesome and it makes me fangirly cause… AWWWWW. cute <3 SAMEHADA LIKE BEE. /glee.

BAD KISAME. I LIKE HACHIBI, DON’T KILL HIM. HE’S COOLER THAN KYUUBI.

…for some reason saying that scares me ;_;

OK POINT FOR YOU Kishi, you’ve managed to make me like this series again. Now, just kill Sasuke and all is forgiven.

/SHOT.

ookiku Furukabutte 23a:

...MIHASHIIIIIIIIIII. ABEEEEEEEEEEEE. MINNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. /stikll doesnt understand this game, but is still really excited about the series.

lsdjkajfklsj Mihashiiii ;_; omg I think I'm in love butksdjfklsdjfl;gk GOD. w00bie ;-; Abe's getting through to him AT LAST /fangirls.
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OMG STARVING. My teeth are gone ;_; + memes [Nov. 15th, 2009|06:13 pm]
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[Current Music |All Time Low - Weightless]

Ok so! the teeth are out, and there's no ache [thank god] Must be the painkillers and anti-biotics that the doctor DIDNT give me, but I just so happen to have stocked up at home.

it wasnt as bad as I thought it would, but the dentist scared me so bad at one point my eyes watered. It was over literally in fifteen minutes, and my left tooth cracked half-way through the extraction. and that was what scared me the most because he yanked and wiggled me like I was a doll- he also gave two lip piercing [or they LOOK like ones] that boggle me. I thought anesthesia went IN your mouth not through your lip.

I didnt eat before the appointment [because retarded ass Doris said not to] so I didnt exactly 'eat' [more like 'swallowed'] until almost noon. went to walmart for the painkillers and oatmeal, then to food4less for milk and other necessities.

I've had to resort to the blender and microwave and food processor to eat my... gruel. I've had:
Mashed potatoes with ground ground/finely shredded chicken, liquefied Oatmeal and Hot chocolate all day. I feel ancient ;_;

Had a nap I just woke up from and the worst nightmare ever. what's that story about some dude going blind and seeing only one thing for the rest of his life? well like that only I woke up to see what I did in the dream and freaked out until I realized I could blink.

and that's been the day. No work [YAY] until Tuesday because Roxxanna already scheduled Carter for my shift so... I think I'll just laze around :D

and now for the memes!

taken from [info]charpieinuse:
1. Comment on this post. [Only if you feel like it]
2. On request, I will give you a letter.
3. Think of 5 fictional characters whose names begin with that letter.
4. Post their names and your comments on these characters in your LJ.

She assigned me the letter "D". [this took forever and a day XD]


1. Dark Mousy:
...KSDFJAKJFKLA I just recently watched the anime to this, But i own most of the manga [raw] because- DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK. /squee's. He's so damn hawt. and evil [in the win way] and devious and did I mention hawt? he's got a crazy temper and flirts outrageously and loves messing with people but... he's also determined and powerful and intelligent. Dark is THE SHIT.


2. /Daisuke Niwa:
...*gurgles* I'd Marry Dai-chan in a heartbeat ;_; A MOTHERFUCKING HEARTBEAT. but I also like that he likes Riku ;-; Daisuke is... just- made of so much love, its not even fair. I also freaking DIE at his and Satoshi's relationship. hjksdhjgh god, he flirts with Daisuke so bad and it makes me giggle like such a freaking fangirl XD


3. Chrome Dokuro:
CHROOOOOME. She and Yuni are my fav female Reborn characters. I like chrome because.. she's so pretty. such a fragile pretty thing. The way her parents treated her was bullshit and makes me angry, and even if Mukuro's a n evil bastard that wants to possess my precious w00bie, he's still the best thing that ever happened to her. I like Kokuyo because of Chrome and Chikusa, but chrome's social awkwardness is so endearing.


4. Dino Cavallone:
*grins* Dino is the embodiment of my perfect mate. He's a dork, but tries so hard to do what he has to, he loves his Family [and Hibari Tsuna!] and is just such a sweetheart. I cant figure out who I like him with more, Squalo, Bari or Tsuna. He's just good with all of them. He's also HOTT AS HELL when he's like, 28, which is FREAKIN PERFECT FOR ME. /gets ahead of herself. I'm jealous of his whip, just cause he holds it all the time XD /sad.


5. Fye D. Flourite:
oh Fye. [I KNOW its 'Fai', leave me alone.] His relationship with Sakura is more interesting to me than with Kuro-baby. *ducks instinctively* and the Trauma he went through and his tattoo and all his angst... it dort of reminds me of what you'd get if you mixed Kamui and Sorata XD he's such a 'Mom' to Syaoran. and- just- ;_;

Second Meme
Comment with the word: Rainbow and I will ask you 5 questions to get to know you better.

My Five questions were:

1. What are your pet peeves?
these are mostly in rl btw- I have a lot of them at work. but in general- I dont like people too close to me, I dont like it when people are overly friendly with me for no reason and we have nothing in common, I dont like it when people me lecture me about my lifestyle and I kinna hate it when people pry. so basically- most social stuff XD

2. Name your ultimate dream job.
...this is a sort of hard question since I have no definition of 'career' but if I would have l;ved a different life. I would have liked to be a musician. an orchestra musician to be precise.

3. What's one thing you can't resist?
Music/PR0N. I am a H0R for both of these.Sex is just awesome [whether alone of in most cases. WITH someone] getting your rocks off is ALWAYS a good thing. and Music is my life-blood.

4. Do you have any pets?

...I'm not allowed to have pets ;_; and mom likes torturing by telling me last week that she was gonna bring me a kitten... I almost cried.

5. What was your first anime?
Ever? I'm ashamed to admit it was Sailor Moon. but the first series I watched in Japanese was Fushigi Yuugi. it still holds a special place in my heart, and I STILL read Watase Yuu works. I think I've read all of them since FY ended.
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MEME TIEMZ /spam. [Nov. 11th, 2009|01:42 am]
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[Current Music |Mackarel - Norazo [/shot.]]

all of these were Taken from [info]imadra_blue who is made of love. ♥

Instructions:
*Fill out the numbers with KHR characters' names before answering the questions below.
*And...for your sake as well as the reader's sake, put the name of the character in the parenthesis after the number in the question.

1.) Tsuna
2.) Yamamoto
3.) Squalo
4.) Gokudera
5.) Chrome
6.) Yuni
7.) Dino
8.) Chikusa [Kakipi]
9.) Shoichi
10.) Spanner

Two in one cut )

Next:

Rule: Write 10 different categories of fic, each in 10 words or less. [I CANT DO THAT]
Fandom: Katekyou Hitman Reborn!
Pairing: 5927 [GokuTsuna]

1. Angst –
It wasnt so much that Sawada Tsunayoshi meant the world to Gokudera Hayato. It was more that Tsuna WAS the world to him. Both literally and figuratively.

2. AU –
‘T-tenth’ stuttered Tsuna.
‘Tsuna, I’m not blowing you up this time, I promise, now tell me what that baseball idiot you call a friend was doing with pictures of you in the bath, and why exactly he would know I want them.

3. Crack!fic –
Gokudera Hayato was nothing if not intellectual. But he failed to see the logoc in his Boss becoming a human sized furball. Tsuna’s long tawny tail swished nervously, back and forth- back and forth. His pointed ears kept shifting as if with a in of their own, his whiskers and small pointed nose twitching
‘…did the Cow do this? Because I’ll blow him to bits if he cant fix it.’

4. Crossover - [points if you guess what series 8D]
Tenth’s newest friend was a strange boy with the air of wealth clinging to him like a second skin. It disgusted Hayato and the Butler was just plain creepy. No regular human should smile with so much teeth. Not even Squalo.

5. First Time –
It was uncomfortable and he didn’t know wether he like it or not, but there was no denying the warmth and closeness, ‘Gokudera-kun?’

There was a long soft sigh that made Tsuna think he‘d somehow disappointed his partner in some way, ‘I think under the circumstances- you should call me ‘Hayato’.’ was the quite response. Tsuna couldn’t see Gokudera’s face, but he could hear the nerves and feel the slight tremble .
‘But- Goku-’

Lips grazed his jaw and pressed into his ear ‘…Tsunayoshi-san.’ was the ragged whisper.

Tsuna swallowed and shifted, ‘…Hayato-kun.’

6. Fluff –
Hayato wasn’t familiar with White day, but he was pretty sure it didn’t mean getting a white and silver skull shirt. It didn’t look new, which surprised him, but when he took a whiff of it, he knew instantly who it was from.

There was a softness to the texture, and a scent he knew well. Of sun and wind and vaguely citrus. And something more- a warm, comfortable scent that made his whole body relax. Only one person had that effect on him and he would lay down his very existence for that person alone.

7. Humor –
It has hard enough to find any time to spend alone with his boss, but it was even harder to find an empty room in the mansion that wasn’t occupied by someone getting it on already.

The first time, they’d walked in on Squalo and Yamamoto- who had almost bit off the Varia’s manhood and cost him another tooth. The second time, Spanner and Irie were too busy dry-humping each other to even notice that Tsuna had just keeled over.

The third time they both almost had heart attacks when they found the girls playing with Chrome.

8. Hurt/Comfort -
It was hard to offer his right hand man any sort of comfort when Bianchi disappeared on a hit. But it was easy to slide his hands into his friend’s hair and tit back a stricken face. It was as natural as breathing to press their foreheads together and squeeze his neck. ‘She’s Bianchi. Not even Reborn could get rid of her.’

9. Smut –
He was blindfolded and bound to his chair with his hands tied above his head as Gokuderas hands spread his legs and took him in his mouth.

10. UST –
Tsuna wasn’t sure whether he wanted to jump Gokudera or be jumped by him, but if he didn’t get some in the next ten minutes, Ryohei’s ‘Extreme’ would be nothing compared to his raging libido.

(1) reply to this post requesting a letter and I will assign you one.
(2) list (and upload, if you want) 10 songs that start with that particular letter.
(3) post them in your journal with these instructions.

letter: 'A'
all of these songs are love. I wouldnt like them if they werent.

Abingdon Boys School - Athena
LAST ALLIANCE - Aoi Juusou:
T.M. Revolution - Albireo [lols forever]
Gackt - Ares/Asrun Dream [after 1:37 is a different song, which I dont like at all XD]
Asian Kung-Fu Generation - After Dark
Sakanaction - Ame(B)
FLOW - Answer
m-flo loves CHEMISTRY - Astrosexy
MINMI - Another World[the PV to this made my eyes bleed. I kid you not.]
UVERworld - Ai ta Kokoro [ignore the BLEACH amv plz.]
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CHANCE TIME. AT LONG LAST [Nov. 9th, 2009|09:32 pm]
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[Current Music |SxOxU - KHR OP 7 - Funny Sunny Day [Jap ver]]

I COMPLETELY forgot about this last month and the one before that [I think?] but I just havent felt very bloggy these past couple of months.

I'mm still kinna into Gaia and I spent %35 of my time there. [Trying to make money is HARD and everything I want is SO freakin expensive] the other %65 sis split into work and Trying to distract myself long enough NOT to dwell on life and how unhappy it makes me. as usual.

My cordial teeth are coming in my upper mouth and it hurts like a resentful bitch. I'm finally caving from the paina nd going to the dentist even though I dont HAVE ANY MONEY FOR THIS.

Life is kicking my ass like crazy lately and if I sit down long enough and THINK about it, I feel like I'll lose my mind.

THIS is why I dont blog anymore, because once I sit down and put my thoughts into words, its all over. So here we go:

CHANCE TIME AT LAST

List ten songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your ten songs. Links lead to YouTube

Ikimono Gakari - Futari
Why? ...this girl has one of the loveliest voices I've ever had the pleasure of hearing. this song.... shatters my heart so completely. its not even the lyrics, its just the melody and voice and intensity. there's so much EMOTION in this song. /weepy

FLOW - SIGN
Why? ................. *just CRIES* there are no words left for this ;_;

UNCHAIN - Gravity
Download
Why? ...words fail me. this song is beyond comprehension and love. /full of emotion. The guitars and the beat SLAY ME.

Tokyo No 1 Soul Set + HalCali - Konya wa Boogie Back
Why? *dances* Japan's top 30/40 has some of the most AWESOME songs in history. This promo vis is also HILARIOUS AS SHIT XD

Paramore - That's what you get
Why? Doris was listening to this one day in the shower and it stuck *shrugs*

Kugimiya Rie + Yui Horie - Orange
Why? /BAWLS. THIS SONG- <3 /dies. this series has ruined me ;_; RYUUUUJIIII. /dies of shame.

Sukima Switch - Golden Time Lover
Why? FMA. LOVE OF MY LIFE. YOU WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN MY SOUL.

Electric Six - Danger! High Voltage
Why? ...OHMYFUK, MY EYES. I see levi ;_; MY MIIIIIIIIND. /so so traumatized. every time me and Doris hear this song we keep screaming: 'NO. WE DONT WANNA KNOW, FREAKY BASTARDS KEEP THAT SHIT IN YOUR FUCKING PANTS.'

That's all I got for now. Manga and Anime can only distract me so much, and the booze and the green arent as appealing as they used to be. /SIGH.

well, the green is, but I;m scared of smoking now since I gotta go see dentist and- GOD. WRYYYYYY. /sob. I'm sort of terrified because I know this shit is gonna hurt like HELL.
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FUCKmedamnitall. [Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:27 am]
[Current Mood |CRANKY]

Sick, feel like dying, havent worked in three days. dont care. life sucks. shotmenowplz
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今年の誕生日が最高だ!!! [Oct. 20th, 2009|02:45 am]
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[Current Music |Ikimono Gakari - Futari]

BEST. FUCKING. BIRTHDAY. EVER.

Chuui, Fathi [FATHI M'MAAAAAAAN], Felix and his cousin came over earlier and we smoked/drank/chilled after our respective class/work.

I...feel older. as in, not OLD exactly- just...oldER. I've been around longer so I feel like I have more knowledge I carry.


I think I'm a rebound, but I'm not sure its a bad thing either.

I got balloons, and cake and LOVE from people that arent family-....

I think this is what peace of mind is like.


ハーピバースデイ ツ ミ 
ハーピバースデイ ツ ミ 
ハーピバースデイ ディア パーティ 
ハーピバースデイ ツ ミ
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WEEK OF WIN; fangirl side. [Oct. 16th, 2009|12:59 am]
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[Current Music |Sukima Switch - Golden Time Lover]

FMA 100 [OHMYGOD]:

……..the epiceness. I cant even read this all the way through without fangirling- LIN.

LIIIIIIIIIIIIING. *has Golden Time Lover on repeat and falls into her oold love all over again*

FMA… FMA. I knew I was gonna like this series as soon as I heard the title- I just didn’t know how in love I’d be.

*get to where Riza and Scar and Roy are-* ….oh ROY /FACE-PALM.

………….*SCREAMS* ….ohmy- Ri- NOOOOOOOOOOO. /WAILS. RAGES. SCREAMS IN SHOCK.

RIZA. RIZA. Ohmygod- ROY.

THAT’S THE NED. ARAKAWA. HAVE YOU BEEN TALKING TO KISHI? IS THIS THAT? BECAUSE HE SUCKS. HOLYSHIT,

/CURLS UP INTO A BALL.

….ohgod ;_; Arakawa is still genius ;_; what other way to force Roy to obey? ;-;

Naruto 468:

…I find it sad that now that there’s no Sasuke, I can better appreciate this series now. Sasuke’s ruined Naruto for me- and that’s the sad truth.

But Kisame vs. Bee? Hoshit. That’s gonna be so epic.

KHR 262:

Ranking: 1. Tsunayoshi Sawada

HELL YEAH TSUNA-BABY. YOU ARE SO FUCKING CUTE.

2. Hibari- SO HAWT.
3. Gokkun- KHLASJHGJDSHKA WHY SO FUCKING LOVABLE BABE?

Actual chapter?

OHGOD, SO MUCH WIIIIIIN. YES YES. GAMMA. I KNEW YOU’D BE BACK, AND WHY ARE YOU HAWT TOO!?

TSUNA. TSUNA. YOU ROCK BABY.

OHGOD. WIN ALL AROUND THIS WEEK. /dies of win.

Unfortunately, life calls, work in eight hrs. must sleep.
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Haloweeny Meme/Anime OP's [Oct. 14th, 2009|11:37 pm]
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[Current Music |Sukima Switch - Golden Time Lover]

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
Gwyneda goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Witchlet.
aerialite gives you 9 dark green cola-flavoured gumdrops.
caramel5555 tricks you! You get a piece of paper.
celes_grant gives you 2 white root beer-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
charpieinuse gives you 4 milky white raspberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
istne_pieklo tricks you! You lose 10 pieces of candy!
kiwipunch gives you 15 green passionfruit-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
mignonne422 tricks you! You get a wet rag.
moon_maiden36 gives you 6 yellow licorice-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
shini_chii tricks you! You get a used tissue.
vespabee gives you 2 red passionfruit-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
Gwyneda ends up with 28 pieces of candy, a piece of paper, a wet rag, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.


Sol, Dana, Istne: wtf guys? ;-;

….you know, I find it funny that the people who tricked me are the one’s I’d expect would be the nicest to me XD

Naruto Shippuuden OP 6:

…*needs to take a swig before reviewing this*

WARNING: this will be emotional and fan girl crazy.

First of all: ….FLOW. FLOW. *SCREAMED IN SHOCKED GLEE WHEN SHE REALIZED THIS* THIS WAS BEYOND AWESOME.

Sdjhajkglk ohGOD. FLOW has epic music and this is no exception. /sob.

How its starts off firstly KILLS me. Ohgod, way to point out the parallels- Naruto and Jiraiya and the lollipops, and then Itachi and Sasuke and the flicking- FUCK MAN. WHY ARE YOU PLAYING WITH MY HEART?

AND THEN THE GUITARS AND MUSIC KICKS IN AND I AM UNDONE. BROKEN AND BATTERED AND WAILING ALREADY IN LOSS. /GRIEF.

And then.. Just- this arc itself and the next one and… I was dreading this and that its happening NOW. THIS MONTH. OHGOD. Has so many meanings and I’m filled with emotion and sadness and just- the fact that I know what’s going to happen only makes this worse. Jiraiya- and Itachi- and - Naruto and Sasuke and- just- *breaks down crying, sobbing, wailing in grief*

The animation. The motion and all its glorious revelations that are so much more than a mere illustration- they tear at my fangirl soul and break away at the enormity of their meaning- *babbling* I’m drunk. And sad, and fangirly and- *FUCKING LOSES MIND*

Its too soon. I’m not ready yet. I’m not ready to see this so soon. And then the Sasuke Itachi Fight focus and- just- GOD. FUCK. SHIT.

/BLUBBERS INCOHERENTLY IN DRUKLEN EMOTION.

…Naruto the series took a part of my soul. Itachi and Sasuke and Jiraiya took a part of my heart and I don’t think there’s a way for me to get that back at this point.

This op tears- rips apart my heart. It fucking reaches into my chest and yanks out my heart. It squeezes and crushes and suffocates my fan girl soul in grief. / wails.

And then the end.. The end… *weeps inconsolably* Naruto and Sasuke have so much pain.. So much PAIN.

/curls up in a ball. I cant imagine that kind of pain. don’t want to, I cant love this series anymore- its so painful .-.


FMA: Brotherhood OP 3-

…I want to SEE this so fucking badly. Its all I can do to hold back and marathon it when its almost over. And this op…. SUKIMA. <3

*had an emotional moment halfway through the sequnce* .. I want to SEE THIS SO FUCKING BAD. /SOB.

Trinity Blood Anime:

Ep 6:

*see‘s what Hugh is like and jaw drops* OHMYGOD. I have seriously never seen anything so beautiful in my life o_o;;;;;;;

/disturbed.

I- just- wow. o_O;;;;;

*is fucking transfixed by this chara* ….I-…. *nervous giggle* I am spoiled for real men. HE IS SO FUCKING PERFECT IN EVERY WAY O_O; /so serious.

Chance time will be up Next week. Guaranteed.
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Great Aunt Patty- [Oct. 12th, 2009|08:10 pm]
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or in this case- Tia.

I'm a TIA now. fuckme.

Jenny had her kid today. Luis Ernesto something or other the 2nd.

...the 2ND?

/facepalm. My niece is retarded beyond reason, and even though I knew that to begin with- her retarded never ceases to amaze me.

...I wonder when I'll get to see the brat....

/sentimental. I have a whole Chance Time/Fangirl Post written up and ready to go, but this is more important today.

so this year for my birthday- I become a Great Aunt. [well, not d-day yet, but close enough]
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....Its the end of an Era ;_;- TRC End. [Oct. 9th, 2009|11:05 am]
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[Current Music |Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra]

TRC Last chapters [231-Epilogue]:

…I havent even started reading it yet, I’m on the cover pages and already I’m crying…. This is the end of an era for me.

OH. God. /emotional.

Nevermind the fact that work was crap today and I cant fucking get any green. I don’t even want a drink ._.;

’Spoilers’ )

End: ….Oh. It all makes sense now. OH. /laughs while crying. This is the weirdest ending CLAMP’s ever done but so fitting and- just. LOL. Oh CLAMP. You are my GOD. Always and forever. ilu you crazy asses <3

Naruto 463:

…I don’t even know why I bother with this series anymore. Really.

Moving on:

KHR 261:

…/GURGLES. DLKLFKS GET YOUR FUCKING FILTHY HANDS OFF HIBARI.

/RAGE. ICK. THAT THING. THAT THING PUT HIS HANDS ON HIBARI. KILL IT, DESTROY IT, DECIMATE IT. GET RID OF IT.

HIBARI. BARI-BABY. YOU ROCK, YOU FUCKING ROCK AND I TOTALLY GET WHY EVERYONE FANGIRLS YOU NOW.

… FUCK. Amano rivals CLAMP with the pretty here.

YAYAYAY BARIBARIBARI WIIIIIN.

/glee.

….is it me, or does Kawahira remind anyone of Verde?

Also: SOMEONE FUCKING BURN BYAKURAN.

I don’t LIKE him KIIIII. *wants to rip his pretty face off and step on it* …whoa, I feel Mukuro Vibes.

Cripes, I don’t LIKE Millifiore.

/irritated.

ps: ...seriously, why do I have so many Korean songs now?
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Reborn = MOST FABULOUS FANDOM YET. [Oct. 6th, 2009|03:20 am]
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[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |none XD]

KHR FRIENDING MEME IS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME THIS WEEK.

KHR's seducing my soul *-*

I hope THIS series can retain my love for more than two years >.>

also: .. Nabari no Ou... why so tragic? ;_;

that series made me CRY DAMNIT. Yoite ;_;

kjkafjkl I blame Naruto for this ;_;

/crawls back to her KHR fangirling. I'm glad I found this series when most of my old fandom's are ending. I dont think I;'d be taking this so well if I didnt.

and kiwipunch is my new fav person. because her style is AWESOME BEYOND WORDS.

...she pulled off 1896 FLUFF MAN. FLUFF. /awed.
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Shounen; 1, Shoujo; N/A [Oct. 2nd, 2009|11:39 am]
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Naruto 466:

....WHAT. WHAT. WHAT! WHAT THE FUCKING JKHADFJAHSJKDFS /SCREAMS AT SCREEN.

KILL SASUKE. KILL HIM NOW. I WANT HIM DEAD. /RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.

That should also read KILL MADARA. but I REALLY want Sasuke dead right now. Mizukage was doing SO BEAUTIFULLY as she kicked Sasuke's ass ;-; WHY THE FUCK DOES KISHI FAVOR SASUKE SO. KILL HIM. KILL HIM FOR THE LOVE OF NARUTO.

/insane.

this is the ultimate proof that my love for Canon!Sasuke is dead. I would have never believed that I wanted him to get offed until this shit happened. Kishi made Sasuke retarded and I dont like him ._.; Kishi's killed this series for me but I'll keep reading it simply because I fucking deserve to know whatthe fuck happens to Naruto in the end, but if this series isnt over by next year- I'M DONE.

I will NOT wait ti;; I'm fucking 30 to find out what the shit happens. and this si NOT DBZ and just- AAAARRRGGGG. I hate Kishi right now with such a passion.

KHR 261:

...JKLFDKLJGHUJWEHKL SO MUCH FUCKING AWESOME. I've fallen HARD for this series because I have now officially fangirled almost every Vongole Family member except Ryohei [yet]

Hibari... HIBARIIIIII. /kya's excessively

WHY SO FULL OF WIN AND AWESOME? And Dino.. DINOOOOO. /SPAZZES

/choking on the awesome. I love this new arc and all its win *-* and Kawahira needs to be made a member of Vongole- liek, NAO.
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CIG BAN!? WHAT THE FUCK!? [Sep. 29th, 2009|12:11 am]
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[Current Mood | RAAAAAGE]
[Current Music |...ARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.]

CLOVES ARE BANNED!?

...WHAT THE FUCK.

ok, I was trying to put off researching this because I was too into the Nabari no Ou anime [which I will write a review for later-] and Felix was telling me today when he went in to work that he couldnt find any after going to like, three different places [yes, we are smokers and bond over that fact] and I have like... THREE LEFT. ITS THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD. seriously. all those testimonial of people who dont smoke anything else but the Clove Cigs? THAT'S ME.

I DO NOT SMOKE ANYTHING ELSE [aside from the green and that's just- not the same- AT ALL.] my Cloves are like my iTouch; an extension of self... I- I cant- I mean- NO CIGS!? WHY DOES GOD HATE ME SO!?

some may think I'm over-reacting- but as a smoker-...I mean, yeah I know I should cut back/quit- but- I DONT WANNA. I ENJOY my cigs. I ENJOY smoking, I LOVE smoking ;_; its what I do to unwind. I mean- I- I just wanna cry if I cant smoke them anymore ._. I'll have to pay to get them shipped to my house .-.

*tears through the web to find her precious fix*

...this is harder than expected. fuck.
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Digest #5... I think. [Sep. 28th, 2009|05:53 pm]
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[Current Music |VELTpunch - CRAWL]

KHR:

FIRST OF ALL: Kawahira’s fucking fine *-* I don’t like Zakuro D:

D18 DUO = WIN.

And Daisy looks ALL wrong D< Byakuran’s team is ugly o_O I find none of them appealing. At all. o.o; I find that weird. Usually, I like at least ONE bad guy, but in this case they all just… suck ^^;;; not as bad guys, just as characters [to me]. And even if Kikyou is pretty to the point of rivaling a girl, I don’t LIKE any of them. I instantly likes Shoichi, but didn’t want to admit it because I thought he was a bad guy. Hell, I even started liking Mukuro and he tried to kill Tsuna!

Also- I really REALLY hate Byakuran. I cant explain it. He’s just… EVIL.

Naruto:

…HOW MANY FUCKING LIVES DOES THIS BASTARD HAVE!? WHY IS HE STILL ALIVE!?

/seething.

I must admit that when he saved Karin, I had a moment where my disgust for her rivaled my relief to see the last vestiges of his humanity, but they were crushed once I realized he just wants her skill to track Danzo, which is STILL such a Sasuke thing to do. GOD, SOMEONE KILL HIM ALREADY. FUCK.

Also: ….did the Mizukage just hawk a toxic loogie at him? Because that is beyond disgusting and- Mizukage keeps reminding me of Tsunade here. Plus… was she just hitting on him? With toxic drool slipping from her mouth? EW.

…what the fuck is Kishi smoking? ;_;

xxxHolic 186:

….*jaw drops at Watanuki* ….sdjkfhsdjk *insane fan girl giggle* ohmygodsohawt. When the fuck did this skinny boy get so sexy? LOOK AT HIM LOUNGING! SMOKING THE PIPE. I’M IN LOVE. Holy shit.

*is so utterly UTTERLY in love with this new Watanuki* cvldslkfl /sobbing. he’s so hawt. He’s so fucking hawt. ohmygod I’m hyperventilating and I swear to god I feel like I just stepped into a CLAMP yaoi Doujin and WATANUKI. HOLY SHIT SO FUCKING HOTT. /dies

/puddle of fan girl goo.

Hummana hummana haa....mmuna /drool.

…Older!Watanuki is… deadly,. DEADLY I SAY. *hearts in eyes* I think this is what Sakura felt for Sasuke. Only Watanuki > Sasuke. But then again, right now ANYONE > Sasuke :p

187:

…Watanuki ;-; and KOHANE-CHAN! <3 wha happen to Himawari? :o but yeah.. Watanukiiii~ .-.

TRC:

…*CRYING CONFUSED TEARS OF BLOOD AND WTF* KSFDKLASJKTGJKL CLAMP LEAVES NO COHERENCY BEHIND, ONLY CHAOS AND TORMENT AND WTF THAT BOGGLES YOUR MIND. /distraught.

This is an unhealthy obsession I have and I dunno what’s gonna happen when its over and, just-

/cries forever.
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Manga > Everything. 8D [Sep. 18th, 2009|05:21 pm]
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[Current Music |WONDER GIRLS - tell me]

FMA 99:

...THIS MANGA WILL FOREVER BE MADE OF EPIC WIN. WHAT THE SHIT.

also: FUUUUUUUUUUUU. ;_; and LIIIIIIING /dies.

and then even Mustang and Riza and AL ;-; and WHAT THE FUCK!? why is everything ending? ;-; first I hear about TRC's abrupt ending [TWO MORE CHAPTERS!?] and now Fma's catching up like its the end of the world or someshit, and- ... just wtf life? ;-;

Naruto 464:

…GAARA. YOU ARE MADE OF WIN AND I TOTALLY THINK YOU > RAIKAGE.

Gaara > Raikage. 8D

Kfajkhgjsh and then he shows EMOTION and - KISHI I HATE YOU FOR PLAYING WITH MY FANGIRL HEART SO, I WAS SO CLOSE TO DROPPING THIS SERIES BUT GAARA IS MADE OF THE PUREST WIN IN HISTORY AND HIS UZUMAKIANITY MAKES ME SO FUCKING HAPPY.

…Gaara was preaching the word of Naruto- *busts the fuck up laughing* KSDJGJFJSD ohgod this series give me some of the BEST moments of my life XD. Kishi needs to lay off the bad crack though D: this chapter was made of.. Lol. Lol and win.

Skip Beat 146:

*CLAWING AT FACE* WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING SHOUTARO!? /HORRIFIED BEYOND WORDS. Lsdfksdkgjl

Ren- REEEEEEEEEEEN. HJFJASHJGH for a second there he looked like he was a bout to murder Sho AND I BACK YOU UP SO HARD. BAD BASTARD, DO NOT LIP LOCK WITH KYOKO, THAT’S A FOUL.

/still horrified beyond words. Reeeeen ;_;!!!! /weeps I kinna feel like Kyoko at the end, just- all- weepy x.x that was terrible ;_;

English ver:

…RETARDED ASS SHOTARO. WHAT THE BULLSHIT WAS THAT YOU FUCKING SHITHEAD!? CHEAPSKATE. BASTARD. ASSHOLE. /INDIGNATION.

And Ren…

…/facepalm. WHAT the fuck are you doing my man? that‘s what the fuck I‘d like to know. I know you don’t own an ounce of romance in you m’man, and I’m with you 100%, I can see where you’re going with this but.. I mean, you an me? We get that shit, but Kyoko? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING!? /more face-palm.

KHR 257:

…SQUALLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;0;!!!!!! KJAHFJKHSDJFK I’ve developed the most ridiculous fondness for Squallo recently and I don’t understand it but- SQUALLO. WHY SO PRETTY!? WHY SO AWESOME?!? GOD ILU SO HARD RIGHT NOW.

…/whimpers. I don’t know what the fuck is going on because - I DON’T READ FUCKING CHINESE,WHY THE HELL ISNT THIS IN JAPANESE? [Actually, only Naruto and FMA are in English ;_;] THAT I CAN READ, WHY MUST THESE RAWS TORMENT ME. /BAW.

…I wanna know who the new hottie is ;_;

/so much baw.

Jap version:

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN. SQUALLO, SQUALLO. OHGOD YOU ARE SO FUCKING CUTE AND HAWT ALL OF A SUDDEN AND FUCKEMPLZ [Or Yamamoto, that would be fucking hawt]. /dirty fangirl.

AND THEN YUNI AND YAMAMOTO’S APREHENSION AND EVERYTHING. SO MUCH FUCKING AWESOME AND WIN.

/gleeful sobbing. This makes up for the shitty day I’ve had. [no thanks to that retarded ass bastard]

…and again: WHO IS THE NEW HOTTIE!?

RL:

…I don’t want to TALK about this or everything that’s going on inside me anymore. I R drama-queen. End of story, therefore my life sucks and I fucking GIVE, UP. Now I just need my smoke and bottle and everything is right with the world.

Manga and music are my only saving grace, and if I ever lost them, I will so seriously kill myself in a hot second.

/emo drama.

also: this song owns me atm, and I'm loving it. damn Doris and her Korean kick XD
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Manga: Naruto - 1, KHR - nth [Sep. 12th, 2009|12:09 am]
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[Current Music |Takahashi Hiroki [S. Squallo] - Chinkonka no Ame]

Naruto 463:

…RAIKAGE. YOU ARE MADE OF SO MUCH EPIC WIN FOR KICKING SASUKE’S ASS. ILU SO HARD FOR THAT FACT ALONE. <3

TobiDara’s a vbastard and nothing can save him.

Team lameface = fail. Kumo = YEAH BITCHES.

This fight made up for all the fail that has been last month.

dear Raikage:

plz to be owning Sasuke's retarded-ass.

much expectations from your greatness,
-A reformed Sasuke's fangirl.


KHR 257:

DIIIIIIIIINOOOOOOOOOOOOO. <3

…Dino’s so HAWT ;_; and the blatant D18 cover was awesome. Of course the ship is nice, but the master/student pose makes me squeal. I WANT TYL!D18 LIKE BURNING. That would burn my eyes out of sex.

TSUNA IS STILL CUTE IN MANGA. WRY IS THIS SO!? And Lambo.. LAMBO Y SO KYUT?

And Gokudera XD and Yamamoto is STILL hawt. I don’t get it. Why Is everyone so hawt all of a sudden? WHERE IS SPANNER!?

SHOICHIIII ;-; he needs to be okay soon ;-;

and have I mentioned that I hate Byakuran? Cuz I really do.
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Reborn > Naruto [Sep. 4th, 2009|06:15 pm]
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[Current Music |Toshihide Baba - Fighting Pose no uta]

Naruto 462:

Me: Sasuke’s retarded and I hope he gets his ass owned.
Doris: he’s gonna get his ass KILLED.
Me: I should hope so, maybe then he’ll stop being retarded.

/evil.

That about sums up my opinion of this chapter. I dunno HOW Naruto’s gonna save Sasuke, but I really doubt he CAN now.

Reborn 256:

MUKUROOOOO. AND DINO!!! /excited fangirling.

….TSUNA. TSUNA YOUR FACE rofl ILU FOREVER W00BIE lololol

MUKUROOOOO. KICK BYAKURAN’S ASS!!!! I’ve never been so happy to see Mukuro. MUKUROOOOO. fsnjkhjsdhajk Hibari’s gonna have a fit XD


…and Tsuna… TSUNA. NEVER CHANGE BABY. dhjsdk I love Tsuna ;-; freaked out and still worried- ONLY YOU BABE.

…also, I am HIGHLY offended at Byakuran for calling Tsuna by name >O

…MUKUROOOOO ;_;!!!!!!! *paws at screen* I never liked the Vindice ;_;!!!

Also: MUKURO IS FUCKING HAWT o_o; I mean, TYL!Mukuro is.. Just- UUUUUUUUUNF. o_O; I’m sort of perturbed by this XD

MU.KU.ROOOOOOOOO. ;_; /sadface. He was so awesome this chapter ;-; my love for Mukuro has appeared x.x;

End: PRICELESS. Tsuna flailing always = love XD and Yuni/// YUNI IS VONGOLE NOW. I JUST KNOW IT!

…this series is SO much win *0*
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Naruto 456 spoilers + BINECKS! [Sep. 2nd, 2009|09:35 pm]
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[Current Music |BINECKS - Real]

Spoilers:

.....my heart is broken... BROKEN because I was with Naruto. I felt WITH Naruto even if I understood Sasuke, it didnt mean I didnt want him to be saved, it didnt mean I loved him in my own way and... and...

*had a feeling it would end up this way* I didnt really WANT to be right, I hate being right like this. but Naruto...I dunno about this series anymore cause I'm REALLy digging reborn these days and the only things saving this series for me, is fanworks.

did I mention that I hate Madara? cause i really fucking do. Him and Byakuran and Envy and Orochimaru are the most evil things in existence.

and now, because this new band CANNOT wait until next Chance Time:

BINECKS - Blue Feather
Why? ... kfhjksdjh AUGH. *wibbles and keens* ...coherency fails me ;_; the voice, the melody, what it says to me, the theme, the guitars- /ECSTATIC BAWLING. its mostly the guitars though and.... just- \;o;/

BINECKS - Real
Why? ... skdflkiweu same as first song, just- SO MUCH FUCKING WIN /owned. THE GUITARS. THE BEGINNING. the beat. fast paced and just- FULL OF AWESOMEFACE. /glee.

...I've been not a very good person lately and I'm weepy and emotional and going through something but I dunno what it is and I'm sort of spiraling down a path I didnt intend to fall into.

/lost.
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